Sin consciousness makes life hard. God's plan of salvation gives us rest and ease amidst the trials and tribulations of life. A clear word will take it off of you and put it all on Jesus. He takes away all need/lust for self-provision. It was prophesied that God would sweep away our refuge of lies (living with the lie of self-provision), which He did in Jesus. Man will never be able to produce the REAL. There is a REAL life that has been given to us in Jesus. It's free, its not far way and it's not hard. God said He loves us with an everlasting love. In Jesus, we have not received the spirit of the world. Reckon this true for you. Believe it because it is the real. He has loved us with a love that passes knowledge. He has rendered us glorious in Christ..